everything is not getting into place

COLDPLAY (vivalavida is playing hard in my head) tix got soldout!....arrgghh..mayb its NOT the time right now; save the cash, now's not the time to chill!...FINAL final assessment-mid APRIL. Specialism proj!MORE WORK..Im sounding depressed alrdy..

not a gd day today..have no idea why
sometimes...when you do toooo,..way too many of the same thing, arhh......
it REALLY gets on your nerves...really bored..but com'on its art...well, been doing collageS and MUCH more to be done...BORING
feeling really sick of working hard..I HUMAN com'on, i WAS a pure slacker..after getting into my dream school, i felt that GOD gave me a chance to pursue my dream.COMPLACENCY. made me fall yet again.MOTIVATION. I need to seek..
always felt that.. - there's soo many others who are much much better than me...

at the gd note, been encouraging myself: COM'ON!BE YOURSELF. NOT EVERYONE IS GOOD AT EVERYTHING..i have my strength and weaknesses

cant wait for weekend but not for the coming weekdays

so many thoughts are flowing through my mind right now and have been. need a break from thoughts-/ badly